Oohh my gosh! 'N' Level left 13 day! Tomorrow left 12 days.. this entire week end left 6 days.. I haven prepare myself ready for exam..

Feel like goin Melbourne to study course that i wanna.. Still doesnt know i can get in to ITE mah.. Aw man! Dont feel like staying in S'pore le.S'pore is so .Although i have many friends in church.But in this place also left me a hurt.I rmb when i was 10 years old get bully by the same person. Came to Sec 1 get slapped 7-8 times by gang.Got police case.Im the victim. I wanna to go for a new life at other country. At that time i told myself i want to get out of this country. Father! I just cant imagine that u put one of my primary sch friend in church.. She add the person who bully me in msn.Im so worry that she will said something to the girl.. To prevent myself not to get hurt again i have to stay a distance with the girl. Sorry.. I know im bad .. But i just dont wanna to get hurt anymore,u dont understand the situation that i experience at that time.My face and ear brust.. It's so pain,i cried.I take a few months to calm down myself.. Hope you can understand me..

Hope that Lord Jesus will allow me to go Melbourne.