It's my fault,everything is started from me.If i can go back to last time,i choose not to happen this thing.I choose NOT! i now felt so regret.
Now it's like something cutting me deeply everyday.It's too late to forget everything now.You also cant accept the truth..i know it's so sudden.Im so sorry..you feel bad i also dont feel good for many days..
Im asking myself why?why will i know you??? why???When i see you talk to other rather talk to me,do you know how i feel??? i feel left out.. what you wanna i've already promise to do it le.But why cant you do it?This things need to take a longtime for u??going 1 month le.. dont tell me you goin take 1 year?or forever not talk to me? i dont expect anything,i just wanna you to talk to me.Go back to last time. But i know it's really too late le.. Cannt go back anymore le.

I wondering you know how i feel mahx?When a person that you always see him/her laugh and chat happily.Now sudden,something bad happenin.And the person avoided you for many days goin month.And the person mind think of ur name in the last.And the person rather talk to other friend more than you.When you talk to the person,the person dont wanna to ans you back ..what will you feel?put urself into the shoe and think about it.
A person cried everyday cause of this problem..what will feel?think about it..

How i wish i can forget everything..So that i can forget this things stucking in my mind making me stress and depressed everyday every moment i go .... i still remember that time played captain's ball,my friend pass me the ball,hit my head hardly.That time my feeling was like lost one part of the memory in my mind.. Thanks God .. but then next day it's still return to the normal me.. The memory back to me again.

How i wish one day you can come forward me and talk to me like last time.. forget what i've told uuu .... i dont expect you to accept.. i know for you is impossible.. i understand..