LOVE GOD ALWAYS ! ..

2012-01-30T08:35:00.000-08:00

why do i always get force to choose? ...

He's not Malay!!!!!!
He's just not Malay!.....
why can't u understand????!
He can eat pork meat..

so what dog meat????!..
There also chinese people eat dog meat!..

And who plan that chinese must marry chinese??? ...

seriously hated parents who never give freedom to let us choose..
I have the right to choose what race i want marry..
There's no false to do that...

2012-01-27T07:08:00.000-08:00

why do i still care whether i'm still his friend in FB or not??

He's not mine anymore.
I should have let go of him by now.
Now it's he and his gf business now, i shouldn't have bother so much.

2012-01-25T07:19:00.000-08:00

Suddenly don't know why feel so restless ):
Feel like there's some things lost in my life..
but i don't know what's that, that i lost..

I'm so excited, looking forward to go back Ptk
hope that time can past ASAP ..

but after have a talk with my Boyfriend on the phone,
after asking him whether will he be going to cafe again
when i'm back, his replied was 'yes, obviously.. '

yes,i knew that he will bring me along with him..
but i just felt that i've never do a good job as his girlfriend.
I can't accompany him that late..
I can only accompany him till 8-9pm.

Really sorry Juna.. ):

Hope that you can understand that not that i don't want to
accompany u, but cause of my mom set a time for me to get
home. Hope that u can understand that my mom love me,
indonesia is not a safe places.

2011-03-14T19:47:00.000-07:00

I'M BACK SINGAPORE!

THANKS TO LORD JESUS CHRIST!..
Hehee ~ ~ i'm back.. hope that this time round i'm able to stay in S'pore for long.
And hope that this time round i'm able to get PR.
This was the first time i apply PR being so fast replied from Immigration.

of course i know that God has a planned for my future. Where i will stay, when i will get marry and when will is my last breath and when i die.

Learning new things

2011-02-22T02:08:00.001-08:00

HAHAHA.. :D

This new week got somethings to do.
Learning new things..
Learn how to fry pop corn chicken,hotdog, fries.
Hahaaa.. Milk tea.
Wow.. cool..

after few weeks later i got to learn new things
such as.. how to make bubble tea. heheee.. (:
Give thanks to the Lord that he's blessing me alot
this week..
actually every day he's blessing me..

Thank u Lord Jesus.. (:

2011-02-15T02:19:00.000-08:00

English song is COOL..

2011-02-14T06:22:00.000-08:00

SAD ):

it has been past 3 year.

Never receive any flower

When is my life time partner turn up to me?

2011-02-10T00:24:00.001-08:00

Nails design by me

2011-02-07T07:33:00.000-08:00

2011-01-17T08:36:00.000-08:00

2010-11-28T04:54:00.000-08:00

well.. that'''s really sad ):
I knew tt today cant hang out after lunch.
hais..
sad );
gotta to be in my own YULING'S world ...

mom nvr cooked tonight...
plus,, most of the weekend i will be joining frens out for dinner
but today was different..
Gotta to stave tonight..
but thank Lord.. i can cook macoroni for myself..
My stomach cramp.. GAL'S day... bad day .. ): T_T ..

Mom not allow me to go out!.. ):

2010-11-20T07:39:00.000-08:00

sad ): never help my mom do housework,, mom not allow me to go out. ):
Sad ): dont know whether tomorrow mom allow me to go church or not?..
cause she said that she's not going to let me out of the house tmr.. ):
Hey Lord!.. do something on it!.. tomorrow i need to go church!..
Sunday is the time that i waited for such a long time to come!.. and it's the time for me to see my brother and sister in christ.. Lord!.. do something!..

2010-08-29T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.....
Just came back from Jakarta yesterday evening.
reach home at 8 plus pm..
Oh dearrrr... I'm so tired yesterday..

Very happy finally come back S'pore..
after 2 weeks holidae.. HAAAHAAS..
miss HIM so much!...

THANK GOD so much that i could wake up this
morning.. although im tired.. but i still wake up..

2010-08-13T23:50:00.000-07:00

hais.. ever thought that wake up early in the morning for morning flight..
then reach JKT can rest. Hais.. how i know that,,the plane delayed for 7 hours..
Sad right??? What the crap!.. hais .. anw,,thank GOd that now im wiating for
plane to come already.. YEah.. (:

Soo... besides that hope that can meet up my friends at JKT..
heeehe ..
OKaay.. gotta to go now.. ppl besides me is waiting to use internet..

BYe.. (:

2010-07-27T08:38:00.000-07:00

This was my second day doing my 31 days experiments bible study @ home..
it's so great!... Get to build relationship with God.. and also get to build faith
with Jesus.

This few month,, Lord really show me many things happens in my life.. (:
He's too ❤❤ loving me..
1) It's my course rules that only Higher Nitec can learn acrylic nail extension.
Thanks to him,,he knows that i ❤ ❤ to learn Nail Extension so much.. that now
my course changes rule that Nail service student can gotta to learn Nail Extension!..
Hahahas.. He is so AWESOME !.. ❤ him!.. haahs! ..

2)Having a sad story during my secondary school life.. Always get bully by my classmates ):
But but..... Lord is so AMAZING !.. Todae,,after school on the way home. Saw one of my female
classmate. i was like ' Oh shit!.. it's her!.. hope that she dont see me.. ' BUt but... Lord let her saw me.. When i started my conversation with her,,i found that she changed!.. she changed to be so nice ..
Okaay,, let me say that God he himself knows how we feel.. past few years ago, when im still in secondary school . I felt so depressed to go to school!.. i kept skipping school!.. cause whenever i go school they will started their bully.. That's was my bad dream ..

im so innocent in my secondary school life.
This was what the Lord said

Proverbs 14:32 'But those who do what is right are protected by their honesty.

Proverbs 15:3 ' The Lord's eyes see everything that happens.
He watches both evil and good people. '

Proverbs 11:20 ' The Lord hates those with evil hearts. But he is pleased with
those who are innocent. '

And my ex-classmate being nice to me.. Left only 1 of them. (: i thank God for everything he've done..
Besides that now the class im in ITE.. There's this 1 of my classmate also mad @ me with no reason.. and im innocent.. but everythings takes time.. God will solve the problem for u.. Now she's quite friendly to me.. Thank him.. hahaas!.. (:

Want know more ... ask me .. hahahas.. (:

Eatin Breakfast @ Amk Garden

2010-05-15T08:34:00.000-07:00

Morning meet beile for Breakfast ( Macdonald ) @ amk garden ..
Hmm... todae she's damn mad @ me.. met her @ 9am.. but she
reached @ 845am.. hmm,i reached @915am..
She's hungry.. thats why she's mad @ me..
after that reached amk garden ( Macdonald ) she's changes her
mood,seein me takin out the Macdonald advertisement.
is that so funny? (:
Anw,i order Mac Breakfast for her..
After eaten her breakfast,she's damn full and finally happi.. (:

Miracle..

2010-05-11T06:11:00.000-07:00

Thanks Lord!.. ~ ~ Praising his Name! ~ ~.. he's so GREAT ..
Thanks Lord!. Thanks for givin me MIRACLE .. serious,if
without u.. i will be sufferin now... Thanks for pulling me
back.. No matter what i've choose that is bad.. u always
pull me back.. Cause u too luv me.. Lord let me tell u too
I LOVE U .. Todae,i choose to be with u forever in my life
time.. Lord, this song.. i prasing u uu ... ! .. Lord ! ~ ~ you're
so sos.. GREAT .. Amen! ..

HAPPI BITHDAE ! YULING !~

2010-05-09T21:53:00.000-07:00

YULING ! ~ ~ HAPPI BIRTHDAE TO U ~ ~ ..
Receive many wishing frm frenz at FB today..
3 person sent me a sms wishing ... Thanks!.. ~ ~
Im so appreciate it ! ~ ~ ..
Thanks Lord so much for givin mi the chance
to live till today... Thanks Lord ! ~ ~

2010-05-09T06:03:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow is my birthdae already.. I will be birthdae gal already... hahahha... (:
Although dont have a birthdae party but nevermind as long as theres
Daddy & Mommy , Best fren celebrate with me. Im already very
happi already.. Really~ ~ ..
Thanks Lord So much.. Without him i wont have the chance to celebrate mine
17 birthdae this year.. Thanks Lord (:

Wake up in the midnight.. Pray !..

2010-04-29T12:48:00.000-07:00

Cant sleep.. wake up at 1am plus... My heart kept makes me trouble,wake up have quite time with Lord till 315am. After that use FB... now blogging.. now almost going 4am.

I want to sleep.. tomorrow still have to do housework. hmm... Trust in the Lord !.. Do not worry anout anything.. Just pray.. he always beside me,he never leave me,never forget me. Pray already gives thanks..

This is the scripture.. ' Do not worry about anything.But pray and ask God for everything you, need. And when you pray always gives thanks.And God's peace will keep your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus. The peace that God gives is so great that we cannot understand it. '
( Philippians 4 - 6 : 7 )

2010-04-28T22:12:00.000-07:00

Send Dad to airport today... Have to be lonely for 1 week,want parents faster come back.
I will be scare at home.. I dont dare to sleep at night alone.. Lord,you gotta to be with me okaay?? Let me sleep till morning.. (:

2010-04-26T06:04:00.000-07:00

Breakfast with family.

2010-04-24T04:28:00.000-07:00

Today wake up @ 8 plus .. meet Brother for breakfast @ Macdonal.. hehehe..(: longtime never eat Macdonal already.around 3 month.. ): First time having breakfast with Gege,Saosao,Dad at Macdonald.. hahahaha.. D:

After eating breakfast,Saosao asked me want go Thomas Plaza NTUC with her.. I dont mind actually. Hahaa.. (: So.. we took cab to Thomas Plaza .. We went to grocery buy vegetable. I bought vegetable for tomorrow night family dinner.. Hehehe.. Brother coming over to eat.. Saosao will cook one dish.. hahahaa.. Cool .. this time i cook,mom not at S'pore. HAhaa. !.. :)
Almost this week i cook lunch and dinner for dad & myself.

Anw,great News .. I would be going to Australia for holiday for 1 - 2 month.. Cool .. Go there find my brother,sister-in-law and my CUTE little Niece.. ( Si en ) Miss her.. so cute little baby.. (:

2010-04-21T23:22:00.000-07:00

Hey guys.. Leying tag me the photos already.. they it is.. enjoy it..

2010-04-17T07:51:00.000-07:00

Thanks Lord so much for today.. I could wake up at 6am,although not very sharpe at 6 .. but at least im not late.. hahaha.. :D

Leave house at 645am to Bishan (Beile's house) meet her there,her Dad drive us to harbourfront..haha.. (:

wait for Weiien to come.. then after that take Sentosa train to Sentosa island

wow.. many sandwiches,chips,sushi.. hahahhaa.. cool.. I love Jiamin's Sushi.. Taste delicious .. hahhaa.. (:
Playing frisbee together with the group member at the beach.. Kept taking photos.. Hahaha.. most of the photos are with Leying.. Cause she's using her camera to take photos.. almost took 100 + + photos.. hahhaaa..! ...

There's some photos with me.. hahaha.. taken with Beile..

Ow yah.. justnow,we were standing at the beach. Im the one who saw starfish..
hahhaa.. so cool.. in my life time first time seeing starfish in beach.. hahaha..

But too bad... ): the starfish is already dead.. haizz.. the photos not with me.. is with Leying.. nxt time then upload the photos when Leying tag me at FB.. hahaha.. (:

2010-04-14T06:23:00.000-07:00

Read ' Your Knight In Shining Armor ' today. Ask ur knight questions. Investigation it clearly before put him into ur heart. And i learn a Mondern Love story,this story makes me feel like try it too.. Cause im so 20% alike with this writer.. Will pray for my relationship for my LOVE one.

Everything THANKS to Lord Jesus.
Lord Thanks u so much.!

2010-04-09T10:44:00.000-07:00

Hmmm.... go for a long holiday seems so fun.. take lots lots of photo.. hahahaa..

AH! ~ ~ miss them so much ..

Ow man!.. next year .. they not in Kalimantan already.. most of my fren go Jakarta study already..

Feel like goin Jakarta find them..

Thanks to Caro her car....
Thanks to Albert for driving me and mom to segedong that day..
Thanks Susu for the sims 3 ..

2010-03-06T08:13:00.000-08:00

Went Orchard to buy Popteen today.. Had a great day today. Thanks Lord for giving me time to bond with beile.. At of course at her house.

After buying Popteen,we went to bought greentea ice-cream at ION.. and then we went to Yishun ( Northpoint ) And after rhat went to beile's house.. We chat and chat .... I just really wish the time just stop there and just dont move..

2010-03-05T02:56:00.000-08:00

Went school today having my EFC (Effective Communication) Role-play EXAM! Need to memorise the scripts. Im the customer,anyway it's easy too.. (: Cause the script is i type.. Heheee (: Thanks Lord let me memorise the words. Hehee.. although justnow at i was laughing. Cause very funny.. Very shy.. but anyway,thanks God that i claim myself down.. Hehee.. (:

Stay back school do punishment duty at Spa Lab. Help teacher iron facial bed sheet.. Woooo! quite easy job.. hehehee..

Think of next monday i lost interest to go to school.. Monday having Napfa Test... AH!..
2 weeks still have 2 weeks to go... after 2 weeks im free... Go for vacation! ..

2010-03-03T07:08:00.000-08:00

Today staying at home,actually wanted to meet meixin to beile's mom BBT shop drink BBT. But then she's too tired to meet me and she's gotta lots of homework to do.Nevermind it's okay,actually want go out alone to orchard to Kinokuniya buy 'POPTEEN'.But then don't know why body dont want to move.Too lazy to go out..

So turn on music,dance at home. I dance till tired and felt that the floor dirty then help mom sweep the floor and mop the floor. After that take a warm bath,take a nap on the floor,felt that it's so clean. Hahaaa.. Great..

Take nap take till fell asleep till Parents back home. After that wake up eat dinner,watch tv,take bath then read bible. Then see my sister bf online FB then reminds him to spread gospel and many bible things. Hahaa.. Great that he thank me,Now i know why Catholic and Christian is so different already. Thanks Lord! ..

Catholic believe in Mary,few of them believe in Jesus.The things is that they have no rule by cant believe in other religious.And their bible is damn different from Christian bible.They dont put God words in mind and reminds them not to sin.And they can find future wife in other religious. It's not compulsory catholic.

Christian believe in Lord Jesus. We have rule,the bible told us not to worship to idols. We must love the Lord our God with all our HEART,and with all our,SOUL,and with all our MIND. (Matthew 22:37)And remember his words not to sin. Christian must marry Christian,reason being is easy cause if you marry other religious,they doesnt allow you to go to church.Lock you inthe room.And if you gives offering,they not allow you to give.So marry Christian is the Best.. Hahaa.! Love being a CHRISTIAN ! .. Im proud to be a CHRISTIAN!..

2010-02-02T06:27:00.000-08:00

Sunday after church service,want go out with Beile.. But she's not freE.. GreAt to heaRd frM heR that she can gO ouT with me inthe eveniNg.. hahaaa.. We went Far East PlaZA .. ION .. Hahaaa.. ! EnjoyiNg ourselF .. ThanKs Lord fOr gIving us sucH a good RelatiOnshiP .. ThankS!

2010-01-30T08:17:00.000-08:00

Wow... 1 yeAr hAd juSt paSs .. anD Tq haVinG SteAmboAt agaiN .. Hahaaa! .. :) EnjOy myseLf tOday .. ThanKs LoRd ...

WenT cHurch tOday helP Beile's siS do peDicUre.. hahaha
mY skiLL nOt bAd .. Hahaaa..! .. :) Of cOurSe nOt cOme heRe fOr thIs..
Im cOming cHurch for TQ sTeamBoat .. hahaaa!.. :)

As a theRapist Of me .. Im gReat tO bE a theRapist.. hahaa!.. Can heLp frens dO faCial,MassAge,Make-Up,Pedicure,ManiCure and WaxiNg .. haha!..
EnJoy myselF tHis YeaR..

Anw,saYing thAt i Want to jOin Dance eveRy Wed,bUt iM rEally tOo tiRed to Go fOr Dance already.. School Ends at 5/6pm...

hmm,and know one New fren tOday.. Cool!.. hahaa.. FoUnd thaT he's soO.. frienDly .. hahaa..!

His NaMe is AndRew .. Yuchuan's Fren.. hahaa!..

2010-01-24T01:23:00.000-08:00

Very boring.. nthing to do at home.Very tired ... feel like sleeping..

2010-01-17T05:56:00.000-08:00

School was normal... Thanks Lord I HaVin a GrEat Dae iN Sch ThIs yEar ... ExciTed foR thE ComIng MaRcH HoLidAe. MisS ThE GuY i LoVe SoOo MuCh ...

FiNallY LeArn HoW tO PaInT NaIl iN ScH. ThAnKs Lord SoO mUcH. AnD LeaRn HoW tO SeT uP FaCial BeD .. ThE towel ... HaaA.. ! ..

OwWh DeaR!.. ThAts BaD NewS fOr mE,Im SicK..I'm HaVinG FevEr 38.7
SicK foR 2 DaEs alRdy .. GottA gO C DocTor .. HoPe tMr wiLl bE fiNe,i DonT waNt tO mIsS Ani OF tHe LesSon.ThiS yEar GottA alOt of ExAm & TeSt...

2010-01-09T08:15:00.000-08:00

Thanks Lord so much today,I could bring my two bestie to church today.. Last time ( 2-3years ago ) i use to tell them abt Jesus,and wanted to bring them to church.. but then two of them cant make it on every weekends.. and thank God that they able to make it today at my church fellowship programme .. today programme is Bible study.. although they will feel abit bore at that.. but thanks Lord that they never seems like saying want to go home ..

Hmm,they never join me and my fellowships for dinner.. They goin back for dinner.
Joining fellowship to Thomson Plaza for dinner today .. After dinner,goin to sixian house with fellowship ppl.. dont knw why today they will like want to go to someone house to watch show.. hahaaa..!.. funny .. go home at 945pm .. reach home at 10 plus ..

2010-01-08T08:21:00.000-08:00

2010-01-08T06:31:00.000-08:00

Thanks Lord so much that,i really enjoy my days in school this year.. Awesome ! .. :D
I knew alot of friends in ITE,compare to last time in my secondary school life time it's totally different.. hahaaaa..
Thanks Lord for letting me in for the course im takin now in Simei ITE. Beauty Therapy.. That was my favourite course,ever things that interest me.. WOnt makes me felt bore and lazy to go to school at all.. Awesome right??? hahaaa..!.. :D

Anw,i also wanted to thanks Lord that i use to break of with my bestfriend in secondary school.. Now we've patch back again.. I just doesn't know why and how we patch back .. hahaaaa.! .. Really thank Lord Father so much .. Amen !..

Have a great grear time with my so many years best friend... We went Northpoint shoppin.. can be call as walkin around the shoppin centre too .. hahaaa.. Tmr we goin back to our secondary school to help out?.. i think so .. hahaaa.. go there Kpo Kpo .. hahahaa... !.. :D After that im goin to bring Cuiching to my church for fellowshiip event.. Thanks Lord for giving me the chances again .. thanks ..

Im just so great this week .. Too happy .. hahahaaa.. :D

2010-01-01T07:34:00.000-08:00

Friends from Pontianak came and visit me... they came at 29 December.. Haaa..! Being their tour guide... for 2days.. Sad,they just come for 3days 2 night.. miss them so much.. they never count down in singapore.. but then they count at KL ..
There doesnt know at singapore count down is so fun,so there at KL count down..

The most sad person is me,almost everyone of the world counting down .. only me staying at home alone .... counting down by watching television..
my friend asked me to go KL with them to count down,but then i cant cause i knew that surely my mom will not allow me to go ... plus,i still need to register for my ITE student pass .. I haven buy my course uniform.
Anyway,i just want to said that i miss Caroline,Desie,Aldian,Rimba Sooooooo.... much !.....

I doesnt know when my school starting... i doesnt if i could go back for my cousin brother wedding at pontianak not.... if can after chinese new year,i sure go back .... cause,i miss my friends and cousin in Pontianak

2010-01-01T07:21:00.000-08:00

Christmas! 25 December 2009.. Thanks to Phoebe my bestie accompany me on that day to celebrate christmas !.. we went to watch movie at yishun theater.hahaaa.. took some photo at the toilet.. :) to keep memory for every year christmas .. hhaaa..! ..

2009-12-04T07:39:00.001-08:00

Thanks Lord so much.. He's listening to my prayer.Im recovering from fever. Only sore throat pain and coughing.

Today went see doctor,hope that tomorrow my coughing will be much more better. Hahaa..
Thanks Lord that i can get Mc. And i thanks Lord for not taking away my life away when im sick.. Thanks Lord.. ! .. Amen ! ..

Lord had put me sick,he always had his own best reason..
He wanna me to rest..

2009-12-02T07:53:00.000-08:00

Today morning wake up my throat not feeling very well.. For no reason started to pain and difficult ... During work at the half day,feeling bad with my body.I felt so dizzy,head pain.. And running nose.. Felt like taking Mc for tomorrow work. But if i take off tomorrow,this coming sat i won't have the chance to go to music cafe already. So no matter what happen just bear it. Saturday will be coming very soon.

Coming back home stared to have fever. Just pray that i'll be okay,Lord Jesus will heal me. Amen!.. :)

2009-11-30T06:43:00.001-08:00

Sad.. :( schedule change again. Tomorrow & next day no off day for me. Only saturday,one day off only.. Ah .. ! ..

Saturday off also good,at least i can go to music cafe. I can join them,Hahaaa!.. :)
I really really damn miss church.. I felt that im sOoo.. damn long never go church already.
Missing goin out lunch with fellowship friends on sunday. Almost every sunday also need to work. Can i off on sunday? .. I'll try to ask ... hehee.. :) i guess this few month i'll be missing church for many times.. Firstly is working,Secondly is goin for holiday on March ( which is next year ) .. and and .... doesnt know next year school will be more attachment for me. And doesn't sunday i can go to church or not.. Neither one day i will be working .. Sat/Sun. :(

I doesn't know anymore. All leave it to Lord .. He will setter for me .. hahaaa..

2009-11-27T06:05:00.000-08:00

Not long.. i'm working working .... thanks Lord for giving me the vacancy. Or else my holiday will be very bore.Hahaa..! But then coming december in many days im really not that free.. i doesn't know if my boss allow me to take off day. I need to go to church event,teacher wedding,getting result. Lord,i pray that u can let me get those days off..

Starting of the day working,i was standing for 7 hours.. my leg was so pain.. but after few days,slowly im use to stand for another few hours like 10 hours..
Frankly speaking when the day i started to work,i seldom give Lord Father time.. example,every saturday my church will have a programme for teenagers.. which is fellowship..
and every sunday every christian must go to the church.. Cause of working.. it really takes away alot of my time with God.

Im having off day this few days.. I've never do quite time.Is just before sleep,i'll prayed for a few minutes and i fall asleep.. thats bad.. thats really really bad.Which as a chirstian shouldn't be like that.. So don't learn from me.. it's a bad example..:(

2009-11-07T06:17:00.000-08:00

Today,Erge and Ersao going back to Australia already.Doesnt know why missing them hahahaa.. And missing Little Sien .. She's cute... Missing her.. she will be coming back next year chinese new year. Really miss her them that much.. Hahaaa..

And i missing Yuheng tooo .. seems like longtime never see him already.. but it's just few days never see him only.. hahahaa.. Miss the two of them..

2009-11-03T05:47:00.000-08:00

Today wake up at at 9am , go Phoebe house. She's helping me to do pedicure medicure to my hand .. But not very nice i remove away.. Hahaaa..! anw,after that we went go eat lunch at her hus nearby.. Hmm,after that went to Orchard she bought something from ethu house.. and after that we went in to the body shop.. the sale assistant is so good.. she love to talk to me and Phoebe.. she introduce me jobs in Marina 'The Body Shop ' hahaaa..! after that we went to ION to find job.. find few jobs... the most job i love the most one is Kikki.k . Thanks Lord that he prepare me a job.. hahaaa.! They want to hire ppl .. hhaaa!.. Pray that i can go there and work as sale assistant.. thats cool.. hahaa! .. i love the job so much.. OMG! .. hahaa!..
Yea! .. Started to work already then gt money then can go buy things that i want.. So that dont need just see and cant bring home hahaha !.. cool! .. and dont need to take money from parents .. hahahaa!.. Thanks Lord ! .. :)

2009-11-02T03:52:00.000-08:00

思恩!

小姑和余恒

小姑和思恩

爷爷,奶奶和思恩

爷爷和思恩

可爱的思恩!

Thank God so much that my Er Ge & Er Sao came back from Australia. They gave us surprised.. OMG!.. And they bring si eng back.. She cute.. So cute.. My niece so cute...! ..

Shopholic Day!

2009-10-28T19:21:00.001-07:00

Yesterday,was my shopholic day! ... Buy many things i love !.. haaahaaa! ... Finally bought dress to Jiachuan's laoshi wedding.. Yea! .. Hahahaaaa.. And bought shoe... and bought accessories.. hahaaa.! So happy ... For Christmas,will buy clothes at Kalimantan.. yea.. so i will buy from there.. hahaaa..

2009-10-25T19:40:00.000-07:00

Thanks Lord! Phoebe and me finally patch back.. And thanks Lord that she gave this friendship a chance again . Yea.. Today we went to Novena.. It's the same old place where i and Phoebe love the most for last time.. hahaha.. cause the shopping mall got alot of Korea Shop.. hahaa.. go there and shop.. eat Subway... ( LOngtime never post photo of me and Phoebe already right hahaha )

And really thank God so much that he knows that yesterday morning performance i've already so scare already and when it comes to night time performance Lord gave us a surprised last night.. We're performance till half way,the audience clapped their hands and we felt so welcome and no stress ... Thanks Lord! ... The dance performance i love the most is night time performance .. I'll never forget this day.. :)

2009-10-24T09:07:00.001-07:00

http://www.viikii.net/videos/watch/37971/0/heading-to-the-ground-episode-13-part-1.html

2009-10-19T06:58:00.001-07:00

http://www.mysoju.com/heading-to-the-ground/episode-14

Bore !

2009-10-19T00:27:00.000-07:00

Holiday is happy but it's bore! ... nthing to do at home.. just really hope that faster go for holiday .. go back held out with my friends.. haiyo! faster go back lahh .. miss taking plane.. miss taking motor.. ahh.. just faster go for holiday .. quick .. im so bore in s'pore .. ahhh!... im getting crazy if continue stay in s'pore doin nthing at home.. but this week have 3 practice before coming sunday performance.. hahaha ... im so nevous ! Just pray that can dance well .. hahaha ..

2009-10-17T08:31:00.000-07:00

http://www.dramacrazy.net/korean-drama/heading-to-the-ground/heading-to-the-ground-episode-7/2/

Graduate Ceremony! ..

2009-10-15T22:57:00.001-07:00

Today it's my GRADUATE CEREMONY ! The day i waited for such a longtime .. and it CAME! ...Thanks Lord!.. :) My classmates was totally different .. they change already ! .. Thanks Lord Father! :) Most of my classmates take out their PE shirt and get every of our classmates signature .. hahaha ..! :) thats cute .. i never bring,will bring it on 18 dec 2009 getting result that day to let them signature .. hahaha ..
Take photo with Mdm Chen ! .. my form teacher .. Take photo with my past few year bestfriend .. hahaha .. Thanks Lord ! i have the chance to take photo with them .. hahaha .. although the photo of me nt nice.. but i wont forget this day hahaha! :D ..

Looking forward for HOLIDAY! ... And looking forward to my dream to Aus study!... And of course go there for holiday!..

2009-10-12T05:54:00.000-07:00

Thanks Lord Father so much .. today once again can have the chance to let my brother drive me home.. this is my second time .. My brother seldom drive .. so im so fortune that can have him drive me home.. hahaha .. thanks Lord ! :) Hope that i can have the chance to let him drive me again .. hahaha ..

Prayer request.

2009-10-08T08:36:00.001-07:00

Hey guys i've prayer request need you guys help me to pray.. My grandma fall down and hurt her leg.. Her hip bone crack need operation.. My dad busy with that till he's sick too .. he's having fever now.. Im sad.. Guys could you pls help me to pray.. Thanks .. :)

2009-10-07T20:08:00.000-07:00

Horrible night .. Yesterday im insominia.. After my friend told me about speaking tougue.. Must pray to the Lord before start speaking tougue. Then holy spirit helping you to pray to Lord Father what you want to tell Lord Father. Cause you doesnt even know what you're speaking.. it's like a baby haven know how to speak kept mumbling ..
Only the Lord know the language.. thats not human language.. I've got to ask Saosao before i start.. I dont there to speak.. Im so that scare that if i haven pray to Lord Father then i started the words is from satan.. we doesnt know what we're speaking maybe is scolding the Lord ..( if u haven pray) Thats why im insominia yesterday night.. my heart kept mumbling..
Heard my friend said that this is a gift from Lord Father to every of his child. (every christian)
Today have to rest for a while .. yesterday night want to sleep already but i dont know why i keep mumbling .. I prayed yesteday to let me have a good sleep, im having exam today.. not that bad ba today. Not that tired,Thanks Lord Father.

Today math.. Yap.. there's 5-6 question never do. Doesnt know how to do. this time i guess i can get 20 marks .. if not maybe 17 ? .. Seriously math kill alot of my cells ... i dont like math.. I like english.. Thats my favourite subject ever...

I've faith that i can pass my english, chinese.. Yea .. Thanks Lord Father ! :) Amen ! Hahaha.. !

Monday last paper ! DnT .. Design & Technology .. for that is bad.. Most of the time i fail that subject.. Haha .. Hey guys pray for me .. kk .. thanks ! :)
next friday it's Graduate ceremony.. yea! GRADUATE! :) my dream come true! :)

2009-10-07T09:37:00.000-07:00

Woo.. been quite few weeks never write any post. OKkk.. my 'N Level' Start past monday,tomorrow im goin for Math paper 2 .. Hope that the paper wont be that difficult .. Math Paper 1 is like shit like that le .. EBS is totally different in my imagination. Many question doenst know how to answer. Die this time.. Ohh my goshh ... ! :( My course in ITE request need to pass English and two other subject. Currently, my english quite good.Thanks Lord Father. And chinese Best! :) Haha ... need one more subject to help me get into the course.. Hope that can either pass EBS / CPA .. ( Computer Application ) Hey!guys pray for me kk .. Thanks ! :)

25 Oct having dance performance in church at 930am and 730pm at night performance. Hey!guys! Pray for me can and support me kk .. haha .. im so that nevous .. Need more practice and practice .. Sad christmas that day i cant perform.. During November im in indo,cannt practice.. Hope that Lord Father can give me a chance to dance on christmas day next year.. yapp.. thanks for spending ur time reading post guys.. :)

Tommy dont blame me for late online.. oKkk .. :) my performance coming in a few weeks time so need practice more so thats why late come home.. and i haven sleep cause im fliping through my prelim paper for tmr exam.. put some math inside my brain. Haha.. although i dont have math cells but then i flip through what's wrong and what's correct.. tomorrow then know how to do.. haha .. sorry brother.. :) Hope that you can understand . Haha .. Tomorrow ba kk .. tommorow i then chat with you k.. Sorry again brother.. nite ...

2009-09-29T08:06:00.000-07:00

2009-09-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow after school have to buy lunch for Dad,after that rest for few hours meeting Avelyn to Beauty Therapist Programme Open house. Then after that,go for dance class.. Aww man! Im damn busy tomorrow!

Missing mommy!

2009-09-29T07:26:00.001-07:00

Mommy,went to Thailand last thursday,missing her so much.. Yesterday,9 plus pm went to aiport with Dad fetch Mommy,aunt and grandma. So great seeing mommy.. Mommy bought me shoes,pants.Aunt(Mommy) bought me dress. Thank! anyway,yesterday 2am then sleep.. Anw,mommy,aunt(Mommy) and grandma left home at abt 4am today.. They went to Malaysia Genting and Penang.Ahh..! Missing mommy! Today at school totally no strength to have a lesson. Teachers kept calling my name to wake me up. Missing Mommy anyway!
When mom at home,felt so annoy sometimes.. But now,she's not at home for weeks.. Felt so not use to it. miss her voice.

2009-09-21T02:40:00.000-07:00

Doesn't know what i really need and want in my life.

2009-09-16T02:45:00.000-07:00

Went out today to calm down myself.. (Distress) Yea..walk around shopping mall,after that watch movie alone.. Wow,I love the Movie that much.. 'THE TIME TRAVELE'S WIFE' ever thought was just normal..But that was so different in my image.. The movie is so touching.. The guy cant stop where he's goin.. Actually he can control but he doesnt wanna.. It's such a long story to say.. Go and watch it.. it's a nice movie..

Yea,came home .. afterwards need to go for dance class.. So see ya.. :)

Amazing Race

2009-09-12T08:41:00.000-07:00

Hmm,today's tq programe is Amazing Race.. actually dont feel like goin.haha..but then in the end i go .. have a good time with my brother and sister in christ.. haha .. the only thing that makes me unhappy is that they seperate away me from grp.. yap,but then from what i know is that all this is God planned lahh .. yahh,what for have a arguement?? Just accept it for they have already planned and where to put you in the grp with.. I have a great time with Obedient .. haha.. :) they're funny .. and we've a great time at food court playing this game call qi deng zu. yap.. :)

Obedient is the first grp reached Marina barage.. :) tieing up our leg with string and walk tgt to win the game.. although is pain but it's fun haha .. :) haha .. a great time .. hahaha.. :)

Watch movie alone..

2009-09-11T06:25:00.000-07:00

Hmm,today was my first time watching movie with myself.. The feeling is totally different.. you can sense many things.. i just very difficult to describe.. It's just good.. haha.. :) Learn to be independent..

I like the guy in the movie,he's so striaght forward by confessed to Beth cooper that he actually love her a long time ago.He's goin say out or else he will regert..
Im felt quite poor for the guy,he got beaten up by Beth cooper ex-bf.. it's so touch.. Wherever Beth cooper bought him he will met the her ex-bf.. haha.. :) The movie is funny and romantic for me.. haha.. :) i now then know why it's Nc 16 haha.. there's most part is under age cannt see.. haha.. :)

After watching,goin for tuition.. after watching movie,tuition on the way to library to borrow some books to read.On myway back home dont know why was blur blur.. dont know what im thinking in my mind.. i guess was blank..

2009-09-08T00:56:00.000-07:00

Lord Father is this a test from u to me? should i bear it and forget it think postive.?Or this is a real thing?What if one day the things that i doesnt wanna to see it's really happen..Father u gotta to lend me ur shoulder.. I won't hurt myself but i will cry cause it's pain.. Nevermind i believe that after crying out for a few day it's a new day for me again..Yea! :) I cannt easily fall down..

2009-09-05T23:20:00.000-07:00

Thanks Lord Father,thanks for sending holy spirit tell me to do right thing.Haha :) anw,i realize that i did many mistake.Hmm,everything back to per normal.Yah,thanks Lord Father..

Tmr it's N Level already.Awman! :( I dont like to have exam.. anw,we should use a happy way to face exam.Yea,thats what i learn from my churchmate. Haha..:)

Yahh,next coming sat it's amazing race.. should i go?was still thinking..i wanted to ask Lord Father should i go?? Anw,gtg now..

2009-09-04T18:40:00.000-07:00

Yummy! Yummy right??! Hahas..! Later tq we can eat. already..Haha!..xD Brownie and Banna muffin was made by Yihui.Chocolate cookie was made by me but then now my cookie became muffin...Jialing the chef was trying to make Cream puff but then the flour was so troublesome a while sticky a while wet..So in the end doesnt sucess.Nevermind then,today she will make it at home and will bring it to tq for everyone of us .. Haha thanks chef.

Yesterday was a fun fun day for me..Haha :) Thanks Father Lord! Amen! :) We can gather tgt and bake cake tgt..It helps to build our friendship relationship. Haha.. ! I love the moment while making the muffin/cookie/brownie there's hillsong to make us happy..give us confident.. haha..Love it! :) hahha!

After baking everyone was slacking at yihui's living room.Damn tired,but was fun! :)

2009-09-01T07:46:00.000-07:00

I love this movie.. This movie tells me many things abt future.For me lah.Thanks God . Enjoy my day with Avelyn today.. We watch movie and shop and shop.. First i'm the one said wanna to go shopping .. but then Avelyn buy the most thing.. Hahas..

We chat abt many things.. hmm,this week i learn many things from God wannas to tell me.. And thanks God that ever thought that aft my N Level im the end.. If i fail my N Level .. i have no course in ITE for me to choose le.. and i need to go to Shatec the private sch,it's quite expensive . Cant afford the price. Plus Sun still need to work.. I doesnt wanna to work on Sun. It take away my time with my Father.. I cant worship God..
So, Father he never give up on me.. He listen to my prayer. He answer my prayer. He ans my prayer by sending a friend to me which is Avelyn, there's a private sch which teachs ppl Beauty Therapy.. Doesnt need any cert,plus the price is quite cheap... $1ooo plus 1 year... 1 year learning, another year working.. After all there's a cert for me.. A diploma cert to UK .. OMG ! I just cant believe it.. Thats God plan for me.. And he's telling me not to worry,just put all trouble to him he will help us to setter the problem.. God is so Miracle! Amen! Praise God! Yea! Thanks God! Need go school on Mon-Thurs.. Fri-Sun off .. Hahas .. So happy .. Thanks God .. Praise Lord Name! :)

2009-08-28T03:55:00.000-07:00

Maybe i really think too much le. YA! I really think too much le..!My feeling kept makes me think wrong way. Although you're handsome.But then you're not the one that Lord goin give me.I really feel like not goin to like anyone in my teenages time you know Father till i reach 20.Cause if now like people is also puppy love.Not real love. A real LOVE start when i reachs 20. Actually i just wanted to ENJOY LIFE in my life,by goin oversea.And of course,if Lord gave me a chance to help ppl in need,i'll go.I doesnt know why i get bore by goin through relationship with a guy.Dont feel like having a bf.. Just wanted to ENJOY LIFE.There're many beautiful places i never go before i wanted to go..I guess get many REJECT by many guys.Then i've told myself that i need self-control le.Hahaas..:) I get rejected by guys the reason is very easy,im ugly,not their cup of tea/not the time yet. Im just sick and tired of having relationship le.. AW MAN! doesnt know what's wrong with me .. Hope that not continues ..

2009-08-27T06:49:00.000-07:00

Should i tell you? Or should i keep it in my heart only me and Father know?:( I rmb whn we were Sec 1,during CPA lesson first know u.U love to bully me,Sec 2,3,4 u change to bad person.But then just doesnt know why came to July/Aug you've changed. U change like u're not urself,means after sch you went home.And not gather around under blk.Although you will say those bad words,and you still pierce ur ear and u'll smoke.Haixzz,for that i really cannt cannt accept it. Ooh yahh!:) One thing today,you gave me a surprised i never imagine that you will practice Math during recess time.You're so concertrate.This is my first time seeing that.Cause only Sec 1 and now you are doin it only. Thanks Lord so much! Really hope that Lord Father will touch ur heart one day. Like how he touch my heart,became Christian. I LOVE TO CHRISTIAN!:)

Anw,i really dont understand why,u'll kept following us.And sometimes aft sch u will walk with us.Just like today, doesnt know why you will walk with us.You love to play with me.I also dont understand why too.. thats weird.. O.o
And today aft D&T lesson you played with me.I REALLY dont understand why????! Today aft sch,we walk tgt,the floor is so wet and slipping,you asked me what if i fall down what will it look like?I was like LOL.. Then he started wanted to push me,lucky i move quickly.Anw,he was kiddin with me.

I will try my best to bring you to church my friend..! :)

Knowing New friend..! :)

2009-08-26T08:00:00.000-07:00

Thanks Lord Jesus so much! Hahaaa!:) Today know a new friend during dance class.Her name is Avelyn.She's older than me by 5 years old. Thanks Lord so much!Love to have new friend. She's so good.Share with her about my studies,she suddenly gave an idea to teachs me.Really! Thanks Lord so much! :) Like that i can less stress for my N Level.

Dance with her is so fun,she's so smart giving her few min and she remember all the step.For me i think need 1-2 weeks to memories the step.Yea!Thanks Lord so much to have her to dance with us.

She gave an idea to teachs me,i suddenly found that i've hope for my future.But can go Melbourne study or not i doesnt know.For that i have to leave it to Lord.Would like to know her more.Haha.:)

Kk lahh.! It's late,tomorrow have school gtg bye! Good night!:)

2009-08-26T03:36:00.000-07:00

I guess my dream gone fly away..From my result can tell that i dont get the chance to go to Melbourne to study courses that i like. Too bad..

Plus since the girl wanna to get so close with uu, i got nothing to said.I just have to accept it. Let's God plan for us.. Im letting you off now.. if you can feel that.. I dont feel like caring anymore.Cause im sick and tired of you rather talk to her then talk to me.Yea,so i've to pretend as nothing happen.. Everything left it to God..

Got go to dance bye.. :)

2009-08-24T03:58:00.000-07:00

Oohh my gosh! 'N' Level left 13 day! Tomorrow left 12 days.. this entire week end left 6 days.. I haven prepare myself ready for exam..

Feel like goin Melbourne to study course that i wanna.. Still doesnt know i can get in to ITE mah.. Aw man! Dont feel like staying in S'pore le.S'pore is so .Although i have many friends in church.But in this place also left me a hurt.I rmb when i was 10 years old get bully by the same person. Came to Sec 1 get slapped 7-8 times by gang.Got police case.Im the victim. I wanna to go for a new life at other country. At that time i told myself i want to get out of this country. Father! I just cant imagine that u put one of my primary sch friend in church.. She add the person who bully me in msn.Im so worry that she will said something to the girl.. To prevent myself not to get hurt again i have to stay a distance with the girl. Sorry.. I know im bad .. But i just dont wanna to get hurt anymore,u dont understand the situation that i experience at that time.My face and ear brust.. It's so pain,i cried.I take a few months to calm down myself.. Hope you can understand me..

Hope that Lord Jesus will allow me to go Melbourne.

Praise ur name high! :)

2009-08-21T06:25:00.000-07:00

Thanks God so much so much! Praise God ! Lift ur name high and high! :)
Thanks alot.. ! :) Without him my brain wouldn't be storing much things.. I need to memories the math formula til 'N' Level finish.. ,need to memories the dance step perform on Oct .. Need to memories many subject things in my brain... Need to memories the action on coming sun performace . Thanks God giving me knowledge ! Thanks Father! And i wanna to thank you for giving me a good relationship with my Daddy this week.. :) Thanks for protecting me whenever im scare..wherever i go.. Father Thanks ! Father you're king ! Praise ur name high ! Thanks Father so much for letting me learn alot of things this week.. Thanks Father ! Thanks! xD

Thanks Father so much for giving me a heart full of interest to study Math for this week ! .. Thanks Father ! Father i'm having stress in my coming 'N' Level.. Father you got to be with me Father ! I'm so worry for 'N" Level! Im so worry that i have no time to do finish my paper.. Father you got to help me .. Give me more knowledge ! I always blur like a sotong as you know me well then others ..

2009-08-18T05:53:00.000-07:00

Got 67/100 for my Chinese paper (Prelim) Okay ahh,not bad le .. I will put more effort in to pass for my 'N' Level .. :)

2009-08-16T22:31:00.000-07:00

Sat and Sun past again.. Came back to Mon again.! Check result on today,got a bad result for my Math and D&T..Pass EBS and CPA .. Got 61.5 / 120 for my EBS .. Just pass ..
For CPA 54/100 Theory and Practical.. Haaa! Damn happy !..
English and Chinese still doesnt know..Tomorrow then check result.. Hope that an pass Chinese and English.. This two is my favourite subject.. : )

Today during Math period..My class came a bee building it's house.. Cool! Thanks God giving me a chance to see.. But then my teacher told everyone to go out the classroom.. He and two classmates inside classroom beating the bee.. The bee destroy by our teacher advised.. My classmates was cute when came to sec 4 .. Plus we left 20 days for 'N' Level.. thats 3 weeks.. minus away the holiday left 13 days..

Forever and Always

2009-08-16T05:51:00.001-07:00

I was thinking you know..Hmmm.. thinking that am i out of line? did i say something too honest? And you run and hide like little boy..

???????????????x(

Plus if now i can go back to 12 years old? P6 i will not will not choose Deyi Sec .. I'm so regret to go in this school..
If im christian at that time i sure will go to a christ school de..BUT HAIXZZZ! Everythig is too im too old.. im 16 le .. goin 17 soon.. haixzzz.. And im so admired ppl surrounded me which having a good school.. The school im aiming one is Presbyterian High School. I love this school so muchxxx! There's 3 person i knew is in this school..2 of them graduate alrdy ..

A happy Moment ..

2009-08-15T06:37:00.000-07:00

A happy moment ! xD

Happy day!

2009-08-13T00:50:00.000-07:00

Today after exam, go home at 9am. Hmm,go out with mommy.. Hahaaa! She bought me a shoes .. That's my favourite heel.. Hahaa!Beile choose for me de.. And mommy she bought me a new bag ..THANKS MOMMY! LOVE YOU ! xD

Dance !

2009-08-12T08:28:00.001-07:00

Woww!Today Dance class there were only me,Huini and Guangliang .. Aijia taught us the dance step for the performance on the performing at that day on Oct..Hmm,need more practice to rmb the step.. There's 'N' for me at Aug,need to practice dance for coming Oct.Woww!Thats pretty much things to store in my brain..Stress!But with God nothing can't be done. The dance step is so fast.. The way we dance is so fast .. but is so cool! I love the song that we goin to performance .

Hmm,the dance step too much shaking part.. Hahhaaa! See how the boys dance,few moment they will become a girl cause of the dance step.Hahaa!xD

A fun day!

2009-08-10T07:38:00.000-07:00

Yooooo!!! Cool right??? !!Hahaaaa!x) Have a Great great day today! Hahaaa! Goinn Swimming and bowling! Cool.. That was my first time playing bowling.. Now know how to play bowling le.. Very nice place.. Hmmm.. Longtime never swim le .. Forget how to swim.Now only can swim 10 seconds then my head come up from water .. Haixz.. Thats bad! Haaa! No worry will practice more.. Actually can enjoy another 30 min swimming de..But then my stupid leg cramp .. Justnow inside the pool cramp..First time inside pool cramp .. Thanks to Phoebe..Without her i will be drown .. And of course thanks God.. too bring a great day for me.. Thanks to Phoebe's Dad too .. He have the member for the country club.. Yea! Hahaaa!
And yea! I love phoebe's room so much.. How i wish my room can be so nice .. Im goin to decorate my room like hers.. Hahaaa!

Love you! Phoebe! xD

A fun day !

2009-08-09T04:40:00.001-07:00

Hmmm...Yesterday no tq,goin out with bestie.. Hahaaa! Thanks her so much for bringing me to Far East plaza..Hahaaa!xxThis was my first time goin to Far East.. Go to orchard for so many times now then go to Far East Plaza.. Or else will kept shop Takashimaya.. Haixzz..Shop til bored! Hahaaa! Hmmm.. Yesterday i bought necklance that i wanted to buy for longtime ago but didnt buy.. Now i finally bought for $13.90

Yesterday actually wanna to buy sunglasses de! Butthen not enough money.. Im finding a Pink sunglasses! Hahaaaa! Thats cool! Hhaaaaa! xD Will find it de ! I believe... And im really really goin to buy it.... Yesterday,saw a heel so nice..It made from Korean.. it cost $70 ..Thats so expensive ..Haixzzz .. No money at this age.. Maybe next year ba..Hahahaaa!Next year then gt money to buy ..

I promise that i will be goin there again.. Cause i love the place so much so much ! xD I love the food over there!!!! The food made from British .. Cool right ... is just cost $4.80 .. Thats so YUMMY~ ~! ..

Yaaaa.. And the photo i took .. The tube i love it so much !! Ahhhh!xxx But now no money to buy .. $45 .. So EXPENSIVE !

Today sunday..Damn damn happy..Hahahahaxxxx! Thanks Lord Jesus so much! That the person who avoided finally talk to me abit ... Hahhaaaa! Make me felt happy in my heart.. felt warmm... Hey!!!continue talk to me k ! Haaaa!! Thank you so much! Finally talk to me!.. Make me so HAPPY! HAHAHAHAHAH! XD And great to see you eat with us .. If can continues like this that will be cool! And good...

Ohhh yahhhh thanks to Jiachuan laoshi so much for the Mac breakfast today.. Is not easy to treat many ppl eat.. yahh so ONCE AGAIN THANKS JIACHUAN!

Tomorrow goin to Country club with Phoebe's Family ... COOL! Hahaaaa! Thanks to Phoebe's Dad.. He allow me to join in .. Hahhaaaa! Long time never go swimming with Phoebe le.. Still remember first time go swimming with Phoebe is at Camp.. Hahhaaa! Sheng Huo Ying at Malaysia Resort! .. Hahhaaaa! ..xD tomorrow will be at country club ..

Next year is Sheng Huo Ying again! Im so excited!!! ... Im goin to book Phoebe to stay with me le.. Means same room.. Hahhaaaa! xD ..

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

2009-08-07T07:53:00.000-07:00

1 Corinthians 13:4-8

Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous, it does not boast, and it is not proud. Love is not rude, is not selfish, and does not become angry easily. Love does not remember wrongs done against it. Love is not happy with evil, ut is happy with the truth. Love patiently accepts all things. It always trust, always hopes, and always continues strong.

Love never ends. There are gifts of prophecy, but they will be ended. There are gifts of speaking in different languages. But those gifts will end. There is the gft of knowledge, but it will be ended.

Thanks God for giving me this verse through ppl.. haha!Thanks Father.. Will do what the verse said ..

2009-08-05T08:09:00.000-07:00

Today was my english prelim.Hmm..Quite easy.Thanks Father so much!Without him i guess it will be hard for me ba.Surely de.Thanks God..Amen! Paper 1 is too easy for me.Paper 2 first few section some doesnt know how to do.But thanks God that i never leave blank at this time.Yea!x) Tomorrow is CPA! Hate it! I dont like EBS,Math! Just dont feel like studying.See book make me fall asleep.Practice math make me MAD! So i decided to fail my math!.. English die die also must pass! Cannt fail!

Yahh! And today Aijia finally back from NY.. Never see her for nearly 2 month le..Hahaaa!!xD Everthought that she will see us dance today but then we never dance .Haa! Cool! No stress! Today dance class was chatting and doing 2 sets of cruchers and learning new things from Aijia she learn from NY! Cool! But a bit weird for me .. Need imagination .. Hahahaa!! Today we're sticking on the mirror .. Hahaaaa! We will be dancing on Oct.. Cool! This year Christmas there will be a dance,sad cannt join! After 'N' im goin for vacation..Cannt go practice so won't be performing on that day for me.. Will go for 2 month then return back to s'pore take my result.. So worry that day.. Woooo! Wondering what school and what course i will be attending..

Still thinking of my future... What am i goin to do in my future.?Should i go oversea study?? But i will miss my friendsxx! Will miss people i love!!! Aiyaaaa!! Dont think too much lahhhh!! Leave all things to God!! He will help you plan a good life for you .. He will give u the best de Yuling! Aiyoooo! xD

Happy Day ! Thanks to you guys .. And my brother !!

2009-08-04T05:29:00.000-07:00

Gege,you longtime never online le..And i longtime never see you in church..feel weird weird de ..
Now today,justnow Gege!! Online! My favourite Gege Online !!! I chat with him ... Gege the best ! Asking Gege about Hengheng... Is he better le .. Thanks God protecting him everyday.. Yes! this coming Sunday can see Gege and Saosao le ... Yea! Haahahaaa ! xD

Today sixian and me webcam each other... Hahhaaaa! Thats cool .. She horxxx .. haixxzzz .. so cute in webcam .. doesnt know why when somebody webcam with me i will feel shy .. Hahaaa! was learning how to webcam take pic .. Hahaaaa .. Thanks God Father so much .. With him,i won't be like so depress le .. with him i can be more relax le .. With friends surrounding me .. Have their care and love .. hahaaaa! xD I will try to post the photo i and sixian on webcam .. i will try .. if cannt so sorry guys.. hahahaaa!! xD

2009-08-03T05:25:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow first paper le.Jiayou!Yuling!Hahahaaa! Wondering why my school teacher now then change oour classroom?going graduate le,left 1 month then 'N' le.I not really like the classroom.The classroom is so warm..Nevermind lah..After prelim,then take 'N' le dont need to stay at that class le.After 'N' im really goin reduce down all my stress...Put all stresss down.
Everyday stress til goin crazy also no use.God told us to put all things to him.No worry.. Yea! Thanks!Father.. x)

Ooh yaa!Phoebe! Thanks you so much for yesterday,without you a friend of mine.I dont know i will do on yesterday night.But it really thanks you lahh..Haaaa!Cousell me yesterday night..Hahaaaa! No worry.No worry..Now de yuling looking forward lorxxx...x) Stress myself in this way also no use..Waste time.Enjoy my wonderful life.Next year ba!next year,is the most fun de year.. I can buy and buy and buy...I can go oversea sea and sea ..... So happy dee..... But to say all this also must pass my 'N' first.. Hope that i can pass my english...Next year will be more stress for me cause will be more project... yea.. but when it's come to holiday..I wanna to save up the money i earn fly to Australia to find my Brother le... And my cutie niece le..

Let me forget everything in my mind..

2009-08-02T05:22:00.000-07:00

It's my fault,everything is started from me.If i can go back to last time,i choose not to happen this thing.I choose NOT! i now felt so regret.
Now it's like something cutting me deeply everyday.It's too late to forget everything now.You also cant accept the truth..i know it's so sudden.Im so sorry..you feel bad i also dont feel good for many days..
Im asking myself why?why will i know you??? why???When i see you talk to other rather talk to me,do you know how i feel??? i feel left out.. what you wanna i've already promise to do it le.But why cant you do it?This things need to take a longtime for u??going 1 month le.. dont tell me you goin take 1 year?or forever not talk to me? i dont expect anything,i just wanna you to talk to me.Go back to last time. But i know it's really too late le.. Cannt go back anymore le.

I wondering you know how i feel mahx?When a person that you always see him/her laugh and chat happily.Now sudden,something bad happenin.And the person avoided you for many days goin month.And the person mind think of ur name in the last.And the person rather talk to other friend more than you.When you talk to the person,the person dont wanna to ans you back ..what will you feel?put urself into the shoe and think about it.
A person cried everyday cause of this problem..what will feel?think about it..

How i wish i can forget everything..So that i can forget this things stucking in my mind making me stress and depressed everyday every moment i go .... i still remember that time played captain's ball,my friend pass me the ball,hit my head hardly.That time my feeling was like lost one part of the memory in my mind.. Thanks God .. but then next day it's still return to the normal me.. The memory back to me again.

How i wish one day you can come forward me and talk to me like last time.. forget what i've told uuu .... i dont expect you to accept.. i know for you is impossible.. i understand..

Captain's ball

2009-08-01T07:55:00.002-07:00

Today,1230pm i've already reached church.Just to meet up with meixin to do my past few days e-learning test paper.There's too much for me to rush.But thanks Father so much that teacher never rush us to hand in the work.Hmm..330pm or 4pm TQ start for praise & worship,finally can see clearly to the screen at Mph.Cause,i finally get a new spect.The nurse told me to make a spec for long time,but then i drag the time til now then make a new spec..doesn't know i wear spec nice mahx?.. anw,after sharing we're playing Captain's ball.This was my first time playing captain's ball play til very very happy.Thanks Father.And really thanks to weiien shirt,i love her shirt so much thats so comfortable..hmmm,after that goin for dinner with my church mates.Treat my church mates bubble tea justnow.

Captain

2009-08-01T07:55:00.001-07:00

2009-07-29T07:54:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Rachel Teacher so much for tonight dinner.She treat us Mos Burger.. I guess that was my first time eating Mos Burger . Haha! Thanks God Lord Father so much ! Haha!x) I miss her so much .. I REALLY MISS HER SO MUCH ! I dont wanna her to leaves us.. Aijia is coming back.. Next wednesday will be seeing Aijia teaching us dance... Rachel Rachel ! You must contact with us and meet us kkkk ...... I dont wanna to lost contact with u ... u're my best best teacher in my heart ... You must not forget me k ... And i wont forget you.... Thanks so much for telling me about dance justnow .. And i will practice split everyday.. So that i can totally split down.. Now a bit then can reach le.. Just need to keep practcing .. Yea!!!
Rachel! When this is the week you teachs us the last time , i felt like crying ... Cause i miss you so much .. Hope that one day can dance with you on stage , hope that you will teachs us again.. !

Chinese N Level Oral !

2009-07-29T03:16:00.000-07:00

Woo!! Today and tomorrow is my e-learning day,and it's also my N-Level chinese oral.Not really scare.Cause my chinese reading very good.If you guys dont believe me then nvm. I understand de. Ya,today at school hall my two male classmates kept disturbing me til my N Level entry proof paper fly away.And my chair make alot of noise.Im so sad i make a bad impression to the teachers,plus my chinese teacher on the stage staring at me for making so much noise. Actually, not i want to talk de leh,is my stupid classmates behind me kept making me and one of them pull my hair. So iritating. Ya,lets dont talk about them.When is my turn to take oral le, i said sorry to the teachers. Thanks God that they doenst know it's me..Im the one who making so much noise.But anyway,the one of the teacher told me to sit properly because im wearing a skirt .. Yea..Im so shy when the teacher said that to me.. Ya,hmmm,the topic is about 'Xing Fu' Sorry that i plan a story out for this time cause i really doesnt know what to talk about and i dont want my mark to went down. My teachers told me to plan a story when you doesnt know how to speaks. At least your marks won't be taken away.k lahhh .. it's all about oral.. haha!xD Jiayou for my N Level! Yea!!

A what day is this ???

2009-07-28T00:09:00.000-07:00

Wowwxx!Finally wearing the same skirt with phoebe.Finally! Haha!x)

Last sunday,comes to lunch my mood was happy,but when phoebe changes
her mood..I mood went bad again..Maybe it's really my fault.I doesnt know how to care people feeling.Sorry!If i really makes u hurt .U felt bad on that day,i also felt bad tooo..Yesterday night,i think back of that day situation and i cried out.I prayed to Father,i told him that i dont want you to make a difficult way for me,it's very difficult for me .1 week i can only can enjoy one -two day only. So please dont make me difficult.. Phoebe maybe u still not that know me well.And i cant choose a way on that day at that situation. I CANT! i have to tell u that if there's a day for me to stay in the earth, i wont give up on the one/ the things im achieving. Unless i die.. Everyone have different thought , you can't stop me for achieving. And of course i can't stop urs too.. And since you cant make it for joining them then i have to accept the truth.I cant force you too.. I dont want to make things difficult in life.. Hope that you can understand me. Thanks .. x)

2009-07-22T00:42:00.000-07:00

Hmm.. Many things had change. I have to change myself too. Im going to concertrate on my studies. Im on my way goin for 'N' . Jiayou! I can do it.
I'm so enthusiast for next year the new school im attending,pray that Lord Jesus will prepare the way for me alrdy for the course he choose for me for my future career.
My dream is to become a dancer,but if Father had already choose the road for me already then i'll be listen to him.Cause he's my Father! Hahaha!!xD He's choice is always correct.. !Perfect! Awsome! Muackksss! Hahaha!xD

Im cure again!!!

2009-07-16T01:03:00.000-07:00

Today,after school weent home..After bathing,eating,calling phoebe.. Dad accompany me go see doctor.. Last year and those week my chest inside started to pain..ever thought that's something bad of my left lung.And im goin to be no hope le.. Cause it's like for no reason my left chest there started to pain.The moment start and after a few min started to pain again.. The pain started to pain you cant even breath properly and move.Or else will be more pain..
Thanks Father!! Praise ur name forever!!!! You're the great and the highest God!!!! You cure me and you save me back.. ever thought that i will die.. When i go see doctor told me that is not my lung,it's my muscle. Im too stress and the muscle started to pain..
When i haven see the doctor i prayed to Father that i still have many things haven do yet. Pls let me do finish .. Thanks God listened to my prayer... Thanks him so much !! Love him muackkksss!!!! And of course i wanna to thanks my bestie!!! On the way going to see doctor i called her and asked her to pray for me.. Pray that im okay.. Thanks Phoebe!!! Love You!!!! Muackkkkssss!!!

2009-07-13T02:44:00.000-07:00

AWWWWW Man!!! Today N Level eng oral exam is so difficult at the reading part.There's many tricky words.. Actually started reading that time was okay,reading smoothly..But then while reading the 3 paragraph my tougue started to read one word by one word.. Haixzzz!!

The teacher asked question about oversea.. i told her that two years ago,my family and i went for a trip at Australia Melbourne to visit my brother. Then the teacher dont seems like believing me that i went to Melbourne before. She asked" Did you said Melbourne justnow?" i was like in my heart saying'' you dont believe me ahh ??? " i knew that why she dont believe me cause in my class im the only person that go a far country .. Most of them said going to Malaysia.. Only me Australia..

Hmmm.. And the teacher asked me that time i go for the trip what things left me a memory? Then that time i cant think too long mah,then i take out one of the memory that i spent in Australia to say le . I said that " The things that left me a memory is on that time my family and i we went to the farm to pluck strawberry,blueberry and many kinds of fruits..while plucking we can eat the fruits " Hahhaha!! Thats cool .. hahhaa .. !
And she ended with the last question by asking " why do you think some people never/dont like to go oversea ??" Then i said that '' Some people never go oversea because they love their country too much,they dont feel like going oversea." Then teacher said" Other than this ??? do you have other ?" and i add some sentence to the conversation saying that " The reason why they never go oversea cause they having financial problem so they dont get the chance to go oversea " hahaha!!xD ...

Ahhh ! today oral my leg keep shaking away til the oral ends.. shake like guys do.. Oohh man!!
But thanks God Father so much ! Though the reading part abit difficult for me but the conversation i know what i wanna to say.Not like many times oral i dont know what to take out from my mind... And also thanks God that today oral i never lie to the teacher , i never say a story .. Thanks God .. Father is listening to my prayer yesterday night and today.. Thanks Father !!!!

2009-07-12T05:50:00.001-07:00

After church, Phoebe & me rushing to coffee shop eat lunch then take 166 to Novena .. Woww!! I love today .. The colthes that we see is so nice... I love it so much xD !!!! We spent our time in the shop that we love for 30 min almost going1 hour... I die die also wanna the clothes... So nice... (Of course not the shirt on top that i wear de,im just taking photo only..although i like the shirt too .. but no idea have to buy the skirt that i like ) im going to save my money,im not going to eat at school just bear for recess then go home rush back eat lunch... Hope that the shirt that i love dont let others buy away...

Wow!! The bubble tea that we buy cost $1.90 .. So expensive,for me and Phoebe lahh .. haha!x) Anyway, I still rmb justnow we went into the korea shop that sells many things,Phoebe just seeing the things..She never even open it.. The women call us and said " Girl, please dont open ahh .. you open you have to buy ahhh ." Phoebe told me in secret" The aunty very naughty lehhh .. I never open leh , say i open " Funny right ??Haha !xD Phoebe is always so cute! no wonder she's my BESTIE ! Hahha!!xD

From the first day i know her she's always so cute.. xD

2009-07-11T06:39:00.000-07:00

Yo!!!! Today tq programme is eating Pizza Hut ..~~~ hahaha!x)

Actually watch Ice age 3 .But then the ticket too expensive it cost $36 per person.Doesnt know why it cost so expensive?Haha! xD nevermind never watch movie.. It's okay with me..

Hmmm... We walk around Vivo City today.. then walk to eat pizza hut..

Before the food serve,we asked the waited to helped us take photos... Nigel helps the gals to take photo and i helped the guys to take photo to make a memory of outing .. Haha.. x)

After eating,the guys went to brownie shop to buy brownie.. The cakes seems like so delicious. Haha!.. xD After that going home,qinyi,sixian & me take mrt to marina square just to waste our time.. It's still early for me,so i joined them..In the train we took photos .. The people surrounding us kept seeing us taking photo.. Im so shy at that moment.. x) Hahaha! But it's fun .. Thanks Lord Jesus letting us having a nice day for outing.. Thanks Father!

Going back home to meet my parents tgt take taxi go to Restaurant celebrate Dad Birthday! Haha!xD HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY !!!! Long time nvr celebrate in restaurant with Gege and Saosao le.. Today very happy !.. hahaha!xD ..

Yuheng today is soooo .. cute.. his tougue kept sticking out.. doesnt know if it's his teeth is itchy or see we eat he also wanna to eat too .. Haha!!xD My Aretefact for yuheng is alrdy done.. Im going to give it to him to play and to learn too.. Hope that he will like it .. Wish is me this Gugu do for him de.. Hahaha!! xD

2009-07-10T10:23:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow going back to school at 9-12pm , teacher called us back to practice eng oral exam.. first come first serve.... N-Level English Oral exam is coming next mon... So fast !! Dont be so fast lah .. Very scary leh ~.. ! !Hahaha!xD ..
After going to school,im going back home to prepare myself to meet my church mates at Amk MRT head over to Vivo City to catch the movie (Ice Age 3 ) at 345pm...

Hope that there's time to let me rush back to Amk to meet my family for my Daddy Birthday dinner.. Wowwww! Thats cool long time never celebrate any birthday with my brother & sister-in-law alrdy.. Finally tomorrow we're celebrating.. Hahhaa!! xD ..

Thanks to Phoebe! Bestie thanks alot lots !! for supporting me .. I grow til so today, 16 years alrdy.. Nvr say ' I LOVE YOU ' to my parents . I have no confident in doing things that i dont dare to do .. Maybe, i get bully for many years at school since primary sch.. My friend kept looking down on me .. Whatever i do , they kept saying very bad ... haixzz ... there's many abt me ..... Dont feel like typing out .. im so sad ... But thanks God now slightly much better for the past few years .. I guess mature le ba?? Hahha !xD there did talk to me nicely le .. but they love to scold me .. When their mood is good, they treated me nicely,but when their mood is low they treated me very bad ..
Anyway, Yuling! You can do it .. ! you can say ' I LOVE YOU ' to ur parents ... cause i really wanna their love at my this age .... i wanna them to love me ... I love them toooo ..... i know it's difficult , but no matter what things i also must try .. yea .. There's Lord Jesus everything is possible..

2009-07-08T07:30:00.000-07:00

2009-06-21T07:52:00.000-07:00