Maybe i really think too much le. YA! I really think too much le..!My feeling kept makes me think wrong way. Although you're handsome.But then you're not the one that Lord goin give me.I really feel like not goin to like anyone in my teenages time you know Father till i reach 20.Cause if now like people is also puppy love.Not real love. A real LOVE start when i reachs 20. Actually i just wanted to ENJOY LIFE in my life,by goin oversea.And of course,if Lord gave me a chance to help ppl in need,i'll go.I doesnt know why i get bore by goin through relationship with a guy.Dont feel like having a bf.. Just wanted to ENJOY LIFE.There're many beautiful places i never go before i wanted to go..I guess get many REJECT by many guys.Then i've told myself that i need self-control le.Hahaas..:) I get rejected by guys the reason is very easy,im ugly,not their cup of tea/not the time yet. Im just sick and tired of having relationship le.. AW MAN! doesnt know what's wrong with me .. Hope that not continues ..